because no that’s not what I want. I don’t want fucking attention.. actually I could care less if I have fucking attention. & you bitch should know exactly what I’m fucking talking about.

For the past 3 months, I went through the toughest situations with my family no one would understand. School fucking sucks & so does my house.. so where do I go when there’s no where to go? I’m sick & tired of everyone..

But I’m not going to negatively think like that anymore.. because it just makes everything else 10x worst. I’m going to pretend I am happy & surround myself with things that make me happy.. & hopefully from that, I will become happy.

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The fact of dying sounds better than getting up every day listening to what people have to say about me. I’m sick & tired of going to school everyday with people calling me “slut” “ugly” “gross” “whore” “worthless” etc. A person can only take so much & I reached my limit. I can’t deal with any of it anymore. I want to die, I want all of this pain to go away. I hate myself, the way I look, the way I act. Everything in general. Every time I’m happy, someone ruins it. Someone always ruins it for me. Someone always crashes me down. & It’s so hard to build back up again. & I’m at the point now that building up again is useless. It sucks feeling like this.

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I can’t do this anymore. I’m so upset, to the point where I think that this is never going to end. That this pain will be with my for the rest of my life. I’ll never be happy again. I know I seem so fucking pathetic, but I just hate this feeling.. I just want it to go away. /:

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